1330 hrs December 22th 2006

I searched up the lyrics of

this song,

from the movie

"My best friend's wedding"

If you wanna be happy

for the rest of your life

never make a pretty woman your wife

so from my personal point of view

get an ugly girl to marry you.

A pretty woman makes her husband look small

and very often causes his downfall

as soon as he marries her

then she starts to do

the things that will break his heart.

But if you make an ugly woman your wife

You'll be happy for the rest of your life,

an ugly woman cooks her meals on time,

she'll always give you peace of mind.

Don't let your friends say

you have no taste

go ahead and marry anyway,

though her face is ugly

her eyes don't match,

take it from me

she's a better catch.

Yes, a good looking girl

is bad news.

Worse if she has

big tits.

Like everything in life,

marriages and relationships

go through

high and low cycles

ups and downs.

Marriage is supposed to be

a strong bond

that keeps two people together

during the down times.

But if you got a good looking wife

with big tits,

guys are gonna hit on her

every single minute

and during your marriage

down cycles,

the temptation can be

overwhelming.

Even worse than,

a good looking girl with

big tits, is

a good looking big tits

party girl.

Even during good times,

guys hit on her,

like flies get attracted

to dogshit.

And after a glass too many

she wakes up

on another man's bed.

Don't get me wrong,

I want to have some partying fun too

with my girl,

but I'm sure as hell

ain't gonna marry

a party girl.

Even worse,

than a good looking big tits

party girl,

is a stupid good looking big tits

party girl.

Even if you have

the IQ of Einstein,

your kids are gonna be

really dumb,

growing up with

a stupid mother.

I want a woman,

who is loyal.

Who will stick with me

through thick and thin.

Coz I sure as hell,

can't charge ahead in life,

if I have to keep looking back

to see if she's there.

I want a woman,

who is gentle and kind.

I want her to impart

the right value systems

to my children.

I want a woman,

who is patient and calm.

Who can take my nonsense

as though it was nothing.

Nothing shortens a man's

lifespan,

than constant nagging,

not even cigarettes

or drugs.

1330 hrs December 5th 2006

I staggered

in a drunken haze

along the corridors

of Duxton.

Stumbling

from one bar

to another.

Downing another beer

Lighting another ciggy.

Anything

Just to numb

the pain

a little.

The Filipino whores

asked me to buy

them a drink

in exchange

for some company.

Its not the same.

I just want you

by my side baby.

I miss you so much.

I can't make it

by myself.

I want you so much.

I wallowed another song

in my misery.

Somehow as I stared

at the lyrics,

I thought I saw

your gaze

in the corner

of my eyes.

I was drunk.

I floundered

into the street.

The moon shone

at my face,

I wondered

if the moon

at Sukabumi

is shining upon

your pretty face.

I lurched

into an empty taxi

and said Simei St 4

knowing so well

that I will be

coming home

to our empty house

sleeping alone

on our empty bed

I just want you

by my side baby.

I miss you so much.

I can't make it

by myself.

I want you so much.