Wow,
its been almost a month
since I last blogged.
I've been so damned busy.
Bangkok, Kuala Lumpur,
Dalian and Jakarta.
Not so bad
for someone
who really hates flying.
I left my handphone
in Jakarta.
Maybe I did it on purpose
subconsciously.
I don't know
if the problem is with me
or people around me.
Somehow,
people call me
only when there is
a problem.
I've reached a stage
when I get a shock
and coil in dreaded anxiety
everytime the phone rings.
And on my birthday,
the person whom I wished
above and beyond all others
to call
did not call.
Fuck it,
no more handphones
for me.
My life was much simplier
before they invented handphones.
People use handphones
to call me because
they won't handle
the problems themselves.
Thence
from now on,
if you can't get me
too fucking bad
deal with it yourself.
I'm tired
too fucking tired.
And oh,
no house phones either.
