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1300 hrs October 18th 2004

Spent the weekend

in Batam again.

This time a real

eye-opening experience.

Met a frightfully smart

3 year old Sundanese girl.

She is everything I want

in a daughter.

Doting,

pampering,

mollycoddling,

affectionate.

I just had to indulge,

bought her a teddy bear

and a rag doll.

Breaks my heart

to think,

her probable future

is either

a domestic maid,

or a prostitute.

Even more shocking,

when I sent her home.

Parent's live in a plywood hut,

with no furniture,

just a floor space,

no bigger

than my storeroom.

They cook there,

they eat there,

they shit there,

they sleep there,

they fuck there.

Right next to

a construction yard.

Anytime now,

their home will be

razed down,

to build a new building.

And the family,

will have to find

a new plot of land,

and start over.

Such is a squatter's existence.

It makes me want,

to make a difference,

in the lives,

of such people.

It makes me want,

to aim for a higher purpose,

in my business venture.

Perhaps commercial considerations

is the chief overriding factor,

but I would want

my company

to have social responsibilities

as well.

I would provide for my employees,

employment that pays reasonably well,

accomodation with modern amenities,

food that nourishes health,

education to secure a future

for their children,

a benign boss

that provides

a decent communal life,

within company premises,

such that the well being

of the company

is in everyone's

interests.

I feel energised,

just visualising it.