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1605 hrs July 4th 2005

I picked this verse up

from a Tibetian Buddhist script.

"To disregard oneself,

this is the best dharma.

This is the best service

To Buddha's religion.

Practicing meditation

for life is the best gift

To those sentient beings

without protection"

That suddenly hit me

between the eyes.

Therein lies

the source of my angst.

Therein lies

the cure

for my neurosis.

To disregard oneself.

Coz when I hold my own emotions

in such high priority,

I get disappointed.

If I can somehow

nullify my feelings

perhaps that is

the best dharma