0035 hrs August 30th 2005

Its hard to believe

Its hard to have faith.

Why bother creating

a questioning mind,

when there are no answers?

Its quite obvious,

from my disdain of God,

that my soul

is not with Him.

I've given him ultimatums,

in search for answers,

He did not reply.

Conversely,

I would not have traded my soul

to the Devil,

unless I have

untold earthly richess

and carnal pleasures.

I have none of the above,

So the Devil

does not possess my soul

either.

Since God does not possess

my soul,

it follows that the Devil

would be first in queue

to claim it,

I actually offered

to him,

more than once,

he did not show up.

Thus the inference

have to be

neither God

nor the Devil

exists,

or quite simply,

I do not

have a soul.