A friend of mine Ms E commented,
"You deserve better than this"
with regards to my relationship
with Ms X.
I find it strange that every well meaning friend
always say that.
YOU DESERVE BETTER THAN THIS.
Deserve better than WHAT???
Just what if
this is as good
as it can ever get???
I think therein lies the problem with relationships,
when we think we deserve better,
we expect more.
And expectations is always
the start of disappointments.
So it follows,
if I have ZERO expectations,
I would have NO disappointments.
Thus,
I tell myself
You are one dumb ugly fuck
this is as good as it can get
You do NOT deserve any better
just appreciate what you have
and learn to deal with it.
Have no expectations
and everything is a blessing.
Expectations of deserving better,
will only lead to taking things for granted,
and disappointments.
Capice? Stupid and Ugly motherfucker?
