I have not been blogging,
been trying to wean myself off
the horrible side effects
of Risperdal.
That drug is terrible,
just a short term solution,
to a longer term problem.
Which is in effect opposite
to my situation with Ms X.
Attempting long term solutions,
to short term problems.
Risperdal is so damned addictive,
I had to increase the dosage
all the time.
As the effects wear off,
the anxiety attacks,
the pounding heart,
the cold sweat,
the imaginary friends,
they all come back.
Neurosis is a strange thing.
The fear
of an eventuality
is actually worse
than the eventuality
itself.
Humans are resilient
we do adapt
to eventualities
and the fear
is mostly
overblown.
