When I retrospect
and introspect,
my source of paranoia,
is my history with
women in my past.
The result of this paranoia,
are fears.
Fear of Betrayal
Fear of Abandonment.
I maybe undergoing
psychiatric treatment,
but no shrink
is gonna cure this.
The cure
have to come
from within.
Because it follows,
that if I have forgiven
they who have caused
grevious hurt,
they who have caused
gross injustice,
they who have caused
unbearable pain,
then there would be
no more fears.
For Christ,
who has been betrayed
and abandoned,
could cry out to God,
forgive them for they know not
what they're doing,
so therein
lies healing.
So let the healing process
begin.
And let it begin,
with me.
