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2100 hrs February 24th 2007

Call me unforgiving

call me pitiless

call me vindictive even,

But I will never never never

ever forgive

infidelity.

You're supposed

to love and

chrish me.

Just how are you supposed

to love and cherish me

when you hurt me

so badly?

Maybe you do love

and cherish me,

but clearly

you love and cherish

yourself

far more.

When you agreeed

to go out for a date

with him,

what were you thinking of?

Did you ever consider

how I would have felt?

Didn't you realise

you were courting danger?

No, you walked into it

with your legs

wide opened.

When he first kissed

your lips,

did it ever occur to you

that would really hurt me?

And make me feel

abandoned,

betrayed,

and cheated?

Nope, you did it anyway.

You cared about how you felt

more than how I felt.

I'm sorry, but henceforth,

I can't help but feel

that your body

has been defiled,

and find you

very very dirty

indeed.

I can never ever

be intimate with you again,

because when we're in bed,

I still see him

lying naked

between us.

People do make mistakes

and I can forgive

a mistake.

But irreparable damage

has been done,

I am scarred

probably permanently.

So for your sake

and mine,

we should seek our happiness

on our own

and not

together.