1905 HRS JUNE 23RD 2007

I just came back

visiting my Dad

at the hospital.

Apparently,

the family have to sign,

a "Do Not Resuscitate" form.

Should medical opinion

decide that

there is little chance

of recovery,

the family can permission

the doctors,

to let him die

peacefully.

Just what kind

of animal slaughterers

are they turning

into medical doctors

these days?

I thought their job

is to save lives

within all medical means,

and not let people die!!!

These fuckers

belong to a pig farm,

and not a hospital!!!

I WILL NOT PLAY GOD.

It is God's decision

to take away lives,

I will never make

that decision,

least of all

on my father's life.

I am given a choice now,

to either keep my father alive,

no matter how remote

his eventual chances are,

no matter if I am

just postponing

the inevitable death

or

letting my father die.

I WILL NOT PLAY GOD.

I don't care

about financial considerations,

I will sell my body parts

to raise money

but I will not

be the one to decide

to kill my own father.

If there is a God,

on Judgement Day,

I will stand before Him

and let it be known,

that I did all I can

to prolong

my father's life

and pray for a miracle.

I will not be the one

to take the easy

and cheap option

and convieniently

let my father die.

If it is in divine will,

that I bankrupt myself

to do the right thing

for my father,

its the cross

that I have to bear.

If the hospital is compelled

to make a decision

so that medical resources

can be given to others,

let this government be judged

for increasing the population

with no corresponding increase

in medical infrastructure.

To add insult,

to this injury,

both my sister and

even my mother,

thought I was crazy.

How can we be

from the same biological family

and have such radically

opposing views?

I should take a DNA test

to be sure.

That fucking sister of mine,

actually insisted on

"Do Not Resusitate" consent

even before the doctors

raised the issue!!!

Its like she cannot wait

for Dad to die!!!