0530 hrs June 12th 2004

I finally did it.

Created my own blog.

My very own piece of irrelevance on the world wide web.

Being pathetic and trying to be proud of it.

What motivates people to spill their guts on the Net?

Is social life that bad?

Then again, I rationalise.

It serves to crystalise the moment.

Record the thoughts and feelings.

I never had the luxury of time to introspect anyway.

Except during my divorce.

Never had the time to regret.

Except during my divorce.

Never cared enough to tell others about me.

Except during my divorce.

Fuck that was 4 years ago.

Time to get up and go.

So they say.

Time heals all wounds.

So they say.

They didn't tell me that time is a great distance.

Turning 40 and still wondering why.

Made my first million 10 years ago.

Blew most of it in alimony payments.

Still wondering why.

Still earning a good salary after all these years.

A condo, a boat and a porsche.

Still wondering why.

I should be asleep hours ago, or at least drunk.

Still wondering why.

What the fuck, I'd just post this first piece anyway.