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2035 hra March 27th 2006

Why have I failed

in my numberous relationships

with women?

Its the balance of power

that I failed to

understand.

People possess power

over others,

when they either

have the resources

that others want,

or they possess the means

to have the resources

that others want.

I have never witnessed

a purely egalitarian

power sharing

type of relationship

between a man

and a woman.

It is always

a personal exploitation

of resources

and wants.

A husband who cares less

always have the power

to exploit

the wife who cares more.

A wife who have less interest

always have the power

to exploit the husband

who have more interest.

People's needs and wants

are many.

Be it social,

be it economic,

be it emotional,

be it sexual.

And in this day and age,

where alternatives

are plentiful

and divorces easy

to obtain,

there is really no difference,

between leaving the spouse

for a 3rd party,

or leaving the spouse

with the INTENTION

of finding a 3rd party,

the power of obtaining

alternatives.

Some women

like to dominate,

some get bored

dominating

and want to be

dominated.

It does not change the fact

that the balance of power,

was not addressed.

The power

to commit,

or to withhold

a commitment.

Like everything else

in this capitalist world,

its all about

the power of demand

and supply