1210 hrs July 28th 2004

Finally back to my good old blog,

been out of action for 9 days,

that is sheer tardiness.

A lot of things happened,

had a silly fight,

with Ms X.

Thank God,

things are cool

and mellow

once again.

A young pilot

is obviously

pursuing her.

For fuck's sake,

have some respect,

for another man,

she's got a boyfriend.

For fuck's sake,

have some respect,

for your own girlfriend,

you have a girlfriend too.

For fuck's sake,

have some respect,

for yourself,

grow up

and be

a man.

As for Ms X,

I was upset,

that she did not

consider

my feelings,

when she allowed

this kid

to pursue her.

For the lack

of better words,

she was

flirting.

But then again,

why was I upset

in the first place?

Much as I want to,

I cannot be everything

to her.

If flirting around

makes her happy,

I should be happy

for her.

What hurt

was my pride.

She has me,

so she need not

flirt with others.

But like I said,

I cannot be everything

to her.

So I swallow my pride,

and things are

cool and mellow

again.

Like they said,

if you love someone,

set her free.

Yeah,  I may have

my personal history,

battle scars to show,

of a failed marriage,

when an unscrupulous

angmor,

stole my wife.

To be fair,

she allowed herself

to be stolen.

But I got to deal

with my own

insecurity.

I must not allow

Ms X to be a victim

of my failed marriage

nor my

resultant insecurity