1220 hrs July 14th 2004

Its lunch time,

I could not sleep last night.

Finally slept at about 4 am.

Was thinking about

marital fidelity.

Strange as it may sound

HARMONY

killed my marriage.

11 years,

a beautiful ex-model wife,

adoring and doting

husband,

earning big bucks,

living in a nice house

by the sea,

exotic holidays,

expensive presents,

no fights,

small quarrels settled

in a calm

civilised manner.

What more would a woman want?

Just one,

another man.

A new challenge.

I was too easy.

She needed someone,

who gives no assurances,

no commitments,

she had to compete

to prove

something

to herself.

Can't help but notice

good guys get dumped

by their wives.

Its the arseholes

who screw around

come home drunk

smelling of female perfume

that get to keep

their marriages.

They tell me,

JEALOUSY is good

for the marriage.

Their wives have to

be on their toes,

to be attractive

or interesting

to keep

their husbands.

JEALOUSY makes their wives

treasure the marriage.

JEALOUSY makes their wives

become better lovers

in bed.

So it follows,

that women

makes love

not with their bodies,

but their egos.