1045 hrs March 1st 2005

Yesterday

was my wedding anniversary.

12 years ago,

I married The Alimony.

Made me think about

a story on Queen Cleopatra of Egypt.

She would take a young male slave

have him tied up naked

then have a nubile female slave

give that poor guy a blowjob

and then,

her chefs

would castrate him

and barbeque his dick

over charcoal,

for the palate

of the Queen!!!

Just why wouldn't

that sick bitch

just eat

a pork sausage???!!!

or bite an apple???

The answer my friend,

is Power.

She gets turned on

with the Power

to snip off

a hard on dick

and eat it barbequed

for supper.

Not that a human dick

will be a wholesome meal,

for that she ruined

the life

of that young male.

The blowjob part

of having an erected dick

castrated

at its full glory

is really symbolic.

We're all genetically

programmed

biologically hardwired

to crave power.

That little girlfriend,

or lovely wife

you have

in that comfortable

cushy love relationship

will be Queen Cleopatra

given a chance

just as

you would live

the hedonistic life

of Emperor Nero

given a chance.

In reality,

that love

is an illusion.

If you think

you hold the reins

of Power

in your relationship,

flirt a little here

fuck a little there,

come home nice and loving

to your woman,

think again.

She will do the same.

The dark recesses

in the abyss

of the female psyche

is vile and rancid.

She will make you suffer

simple because

she can.

Real love is

ALWAYS

suffering