before my divorce
it was from a collection of poems
I wrote as a Christmas present
for me wife, then.
If I were to die today
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If I were to die today,
may I go,
by letting you know
that you filled my soul,
with contentment
that I lived,
to see your smile.
that I perservered
to hear your laughter.
that I persisted
to desire your embrace.
that I endured
to crave your kiss.
If I were to die today,
may I go,
by letting you know
You filled
my days, with sunshine
my nights, with stars
my hopes, with dreams
my aspirations, with rainbows
If I were to die today,
may I go,
by letting you know
I love you
beyond the Infinity of Time.
And I thank you,
for making my life
complete
Roland Koh
20 December 1999
