Oh God,
I don't know
what to do.
I can't think
I can't feel
It happened so often
I really don't know
If I can go through it
again.
She is just so awful
as a person
I can't believe
I took her
as my wife
and
mother
of my kid.
Right now,
try as I may
I just can't think
of any
human goodness
in her.
I honestly never met
another person
who is so rude
have the least cares
or consideration
for the feelings
of others.
Any kindness
she shows
to another
only serves
her own purposes.
She seeks to
influence the person
and totally
utterly
dominate.
She craves power
over others.
She will do anything
to impress
decked with jewellery
and branded bags
and shoes.
Everything
is a bragging right.
She is more interested
in painting
a picture perfect life
to be envied
on Facebook
than actual
reality.
And the way
she runs others down.
Openly insulting
crudely abusive
explicitly vulgar.
She worships her 3rd Aunt
in Brisbane.
And I can see why.
She uses money
to intimidate
belittle
squash any ego
that crosses her path.
Its like a bad
role model.
In generic terms,
She is a BITCH
and she actually enjoys
and savours every opportunity
to be a bitch.
I can't for my dear life fathom
how someone
whose entire self esteem
is contingent
on being envied
and worshiped even.
Nobody in the office
likes her,
All her siblings
avoid contact with her.
Her sister in laws
won't even accord her
a hello.
Her parents
adore her
because she takes pride
in being a good daughter
but not a good sister
nor good friend
or good husband
Maybe in her warped mind
a good mother.
Get real,
you are not a Princess
and people around you
are not your subjects.
Oh God,
you should see
her tyranny
towards the maid.
Absolutely disgusting.
I honestly
cannot think
of a single reason
to love her.
Other than she
providing me a son.
Whom I really
cannot bear
to lose.
I tried so hard
God knows how hard
I tried.
To ignore
her goadings
to avoid
any conflicts
or confrontation even.
I just can't win.
And her bargaining chip
is always
my son.
It truly made me wonder
if the boy
will amount to anything
with a mother
as obnoxious
as that
