1000 hrs October 14th 2005

Everybody who knows me,

knows that

I value

loyalty and trust.

If you give me your 100%

I will give you 120%

I hate betrayal.

I hate being betrayed

I hate the thought

of being betrayed.

Even the word betrayal

sounds horrible.

When I say it slowly,

it comes out

like vomit.

One of the most important things

I learnt in life,

is control

of my emotions.

If I cannot control

my emotions,

especially

my temper,

I'm useless.

Humans operate

on two levels,

rational

and

emotional.

Most people

let their emotions

rule

their actions.

Sometimes

I'm not sure,

if they're too lazy

to think,

or they're simply

don't have the brains

to do so.

Because if you cannot

even control yourself,

you cannot

control others.

If you cannot

control others,

you cannot

control anything

at all.