2000 hrs October 25th 2005

Boy, I was so drunk

early this morning

when I wrote the previous post.

Even posted it twice

and misspelt October.

Otherwise,

I thought the post

was quite nightmarish,

inspired by alcohol.

I just heard a great song,

its the soundtrack of

Cirque Du Soleil's

Quidam.

I am totally nuts

about Cirque Du SOleil.

There is this surrealistic

dreamlike quality

about all the shows,

My dreams are somewhat abstract like that,

minus the great soundtrack

and wonderful acrobatics.

Makes me wish,

I was born

with that sort of

artistry.

Alas!!!


Let Me Fall
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Let me fall

Let me climb

There's a moment when fear

and dream must collide

Someone I am

Waiting for courage

the One I want

the One I will become

will catch me.

So let me fall

If I must fall

I won't heed your warnings

I won't hear them

All I ask

All I need

Let me open whichever

door I might open.

Let me fall

If I fall

Though the phoenix may

or may not rise.

I will dance so freely

Holding on to no one

You can hold me only

If you too will fall

away from all these

useless fears and chains.

Someone I am

Waiting for my courage

The One I want

The One I will become

will catch me.

So let me fall

If I must fall

I won't heed your warnings

I won't hear them.

Let me fall

If I fall

There's no reason

To miss this one chance

This perfect moment

Just let me fall