1120 hrs October 18th 2005

How often,

people say,

"am happy

and in love"

Just what the fuck

have love got to do

with happiness?

Love and happiness

are mutually exclusive,

independent of

each other.

In fact,

I would say,

Love and happiness

are inversely correlated.

Because

Love

is mostly Painful.

LIke the song,

love is just

an illusion,

I'd try to forget.

Yeah right.

Let the illusions last

until it crumbles

into nothingness

and slips out

of your hand,

like trying to hold on

to fine sand.

You actually looked happy,

to leave me.

So why bother

to be friends?

I have enough

friends.

I don't need

one more.