1730 hrs October 20th 2005

Please do not judge me

and tell me what to do

how to think

what to say

how to react.

Don't be offended,

but I think

nobody deserves

the right

to judge

the affairs of a couple.

You heard only my side

of the story,

that is clearly

not enough.

Please understand

I've been through

so many

relationship failures,

I just can't

face another

failure.

This relationship,

have extracted

the best of me,

if I let it go,

whoever comes next,

will have

only the leftovers.

Is it so hard

to understand,

that I simply cannot

come home

to an empty house?

I just can't

face myself

alone again.

So

don't be

my judge

and jury,

just be

my friend