0940 HRS MAY 22ND 2007

Life is good.

Maybe not great,

but sure as hell

could be alot worse.

I am happy,

I know I can be happier,

but that hardly matters

anymore.

I am one lucky guy,

I may not have achieved

somethings I dreamt of,

but I have to take responsibility

for my part of the blame.

As it is,

life have afforded me

plenty of comforts

and some luxuries,

a million men would

gladly swap places.

I loved 3 beautiful women

in my life,

I may feel robbed

of experiencing fatherhood,

but there are people

who die without

experiencing love,

I've done it 3 times.

I absorb full responsibility

for being both

blind and stupid

for making wrong choices

in my relationships.

But enough

of feeling sorry

for myself.

I've cut huge losses

before in my life,

another woman walking out

is just another cut loss.

Its nobody's fault

but my own,

that I chose

to focus my efforts

on money grabbing

gold digging sluts.

Once responsibility

for the failure

has been absorbed,

blame can be absolved.

No time for regrets,

Life is too good

to be living

in the past.

Memories are

for the dead,

not the living.

Peace resides only

in the cemetry.

Life is for

the Living