1100 hrs March 14th 2007

OK

Fuck you all,

I'm in charge now.

I may not control

the actions

of others around me,

particularly the women

in my life.

But I sure as hell

can control

my reaction.

It has to be the ultimate freedom,

to be unaffected by anything

or anyone around you,

not even someone

you truly love.

Fuck you all,

I'm in control now.

From today,

I redefine my priorities.

Number One,

I'm all about money.

Money, money, money.

It is the only language

I will speak

and the only language

I will understand.

Number Two,

its about time

to take care of spirituality.

Have I talked to God lately?

Am I a blessing to others around me?

Fuck no,

I depress others

with my perpeptual cynicism.

Number Three,

Intellectual.

There are hundreds of great books I bought

in my study,

waiting to be read.

Number Four,

Physical.

Damn, my lungs are like an ashtray

and my liver a beer brewery.

About time to fix all that.

Number Five,

Love.

Family love (greek word Storge)

I've been a good son I suspect.

Platonic Love (greek word Philia)

Fair enough, but I do have enough friends.

Romantic Love (greek word Eros).

Forget it!!!

I'm bad news to any good women!!!