1335 hrs March 5th 2007

No,

I won't.

I will never ever ever

go to bed,

with another man's wife

nor even girlfriend.

Not even

if I fucking hate him

with all my life,

or even if she

is everything I hoped for

in a woman.

Because if I do that,

I will never ever

be able to look at myself

in the mirror

and think of myself

as the man

I want to be.

And when I wake up

to see her,

lying next to me,

I can't help

but think of her

as cheap

and dirty,

with the moral standards

of a street dog.

And I've just degraded myself

to that of her street dog morals.

I do not want,

to be the one,

to snatch

another man's woman,

nor do I want,

to associate with

a woman,

who allows herself

to be snatched.