1425 hrs March 5th 2007

You know,

its really rare

that I quote

from the Bible.

But St Paul taught

the Galatians,

"What you reap, you will sow".

Think of it this way,

if you plant bean sprouts

in your garden,

do you expect

to grow durians?

No fucking chance

Einstein.

So when you cheated

your boyfriend,

abandoned him,

left him crying

in your infidelity

and desertion,

what the hell fuck

made you think

you found true love

and unforsaken dedication

in your lover,

your partner in crime?

It always come back

in a far more destructive

and hurtful way.

Now your lover have dumped you?

I hate to say this dear,

but you deserved every fucking minute

of pain and agony.

And now you think,

your boyfriend is the most wonderful

person on earth?

Just what the hell fuck,

were you thinking of before?

For God's sake,

don't even think,

of going back to your boyfriend.

Trust me, I've been down that road before.

He will find out, one day.

Not if,

but only when.

So,

for the sake of everybody,

forget it and move on.

Coz if you go back

to your boyfriend,

your conscience

will haunt you forever,

(on the weak assumption, you have conscience),

that you betrayed him

and relinquished him

for your lover

and went back to him

only because

you've been fully used

abused,

misused,

by your lover.

Like a sanitary pad,

used and throw away.

Remember,

when you grow beansprouts,

don't expect durians