1030 HRS APRIL 25TH 2007

I dunno.

These days

as I age,

I have a tendency

towards discarding

socially accepted morals

governing sexual behaviour.

I've been veering towards

a form of sexual nihilism

where I reject

all forms of sexual morality

or religious values.

I find existing codes

of sexual conduct

baseless, obsolete

and redundant

in this day and age.

Sexual fidelity

as we knew it,

was imperative

and probably still is,

in the formation of

a lasting and stable

emotional union

which in turn

provided the solid foundation

of a family unit

in which children

can thrive

and develop.

All well and good,

at a time when women's

role is at home

and her social

and professional interactions

were effectively non-existent.

Today,

the educated and professional woman

faces countless choices

and temptations.

At work

and at play,

she meets exciting

and more happening men

compared to the dour cow

of her husband at home.

As for today's men,

temptations are everywhere.

Almost all my clients

whom I entertain

at girly KTV bars

are married with children.

It does not matter,

if you have a beautiful

doting wife,

it does not matter,

if she is a high flier

who pays her half

in the mortgage

of his penthouse.

And commitment

is no longer sacred.

Does not matter

if you're married with children

or simply attached.

Suitors will come

and test your resistance

until you say yes.

It is so much easier

to say yes

than no.

So why even bother

making promises of loyalty

to your girlfriend or boyfriend

only to dump her/him

for the next better deal

to come along?

Why even bother

going to a church

and making marital vows

in the House of God

only to break them?

I'm far better off

paying for sex

with young and gorgeous

Mainland girls

and for that 2 hours,

illusions of intimacy.

Better than waking up

next to a middle aged woman

who will run away

with another man

taking with her

your house and car

anyway.

Diseases?

Who cares,

if people tell me

that I should live for myself,

it follows that

I should die for myself too