1340 HRS APRIL 26TH 2007

I've been having

troubled sleep

for weeks now.

I usually drink

till I'm a bit drunk

and then go

to bed.

Last 3 days,

I've stopped drinking,

and going to bed

is more probably

more torture

than death itself.

Last night,

I kept asking myself

two questions.

(1) If I can

turn back the clock

and relive

one single day

from my past

which day,

would it be?

(2) If I was told

I have just one

more day to live,

who would I

choose to spend

my last day with?

Maybe I'm dying